...can we please skip to may 2nd???

It seems like I sat around twiddling my thumbs at work for the last few months.  Suddenly we're two and a half weeks away from the big day and I am more swamped than I've ever been.  How do these things happen this way?  At this point I feel like I'm fighting to keep my head above water.  I'm so tired of getting married.  I just want to BE married.  Is anyone with me??  Have you other brides gotten to this point?  Where your wedding feels like the dumbest idea ever and you just want to be napping on a beach in Mexico??  That's where I'm at.  I'm trying to keep my head about me, but I'll admit it's a challenge, as my mental health seems to be growing more and more fragile these days.  Luckily, DG is a patient, patient man.  Seriously though, there comes a moment when you have to ask yourself if it's worth all this fuss.  I always come to the same conclusion...that it is....but man, oh man, I am looking forward to the relief I'll feel when DG and I get in the car and ride away from it all.  That is going to feel so good.  I'm so over my wedding and it's constant occupation of my mind and time and money.  Weddings are so dumb.  Who thought this stuff up anyway?  It is outrageous the kind of attention this whole thing takes.  I would so love to just fast forward 17 days. 

Is that so much to ask?  I don't think so.